Stuck in the Mud

March 25, 2021

It’s time for my first training montage, so open Spotify and play “Eye of the Tiger” for the full effect. While my first day back on a bike was incredibly eventful, things got easier and less chaotic. The next day I went for a ride around Marblehead. I decided to take advantage of the weather and biked to Salem and back that Friday with a pastry at A&J King for incentive. I reached my goal for my first week of training. I got my training regime from a book released by the Adventure Cycling Association about the Lewis and Clark Trail. The first two weeks I’m meant to bike 10-20 miles three times a week and build up up from there.

I followed the assumption that my lazy butt hadn’t retained any of the muscle I’d built up in the past two years since I’d been so slothful all winter. In 2019 I biked 85 miles a week just by commuting. I worked a costume job in Somerville and the only way I could make it to my second job at the MFA (intime) was by bike. I liked it, except when it rained and I had to spend a six hour shift soaked and shivering behind the ticket desk. I could feel myself getting stronger on that commute. When I started I struggled up hills. By winter it was a breeze. In January however, the snow and ice made the commute torture. I was offered a permanent position at my day job and when the weather turned I decided to quit the MFA.

I was proud of the strength I’d built up, not to mention the weight I’d lost from regular exercise, so I got a gym membership and started going after work. I figured a stationary bike would tide me over until I was outside again. Then, well, Covid hit. I stopped going to the gym completely. By mid April I was dying to get back on my bike. This spring was much the same, but instead I was out of the saddle for months, plural. I’m told cyclists start losing muscle mass after two weeks of inactivity. It had been about twelve.

I could tell I was weaker. Well, at least after everything that happened that first day I felt weaker. I was exhausted after only 15 miles. Last summer I was biking 30 to 50 on the regular. But, after my ride on Friday I managed to move a whole carload of stuff from my 3rd floor apartment into my mom’s attic and had a bit more faith in my stamina. It felt like surprising progress since I was often a complete loaf after I finished a ride.

“When I got to the entrance, it was ice and slush, but I had gravel tires so I had grip.”

I was still set on biking to Old North Bridge, and the next Wednesday I finally did. There was still snow on the ground. On the paved minuteman that didn’t matter. I hadn’t even noticed it on my previous ride, but the path to Old North Bridge was all dirt paths that snaked through the woods. When I got to the entrance it was ice and slush, but I have gravel tires so I had grip. I skidded around but past the entrance it dried out a bit—or so I thought. At first it was only a mild struggle. There were icy patches, but they were sparse. Then I came to a part of the path where the snow was melted into mud. I could turn back and give up on my goal, but I’d already given up on this plan once! I wasn’t ready to give up again. Besides, I really wanted to relax by the Concord River. I got to a point where the mud was three inches deep and there was no way around. I pedaled with all of my strength (and it took all of it to even move) and by some miracle stayed vertical. A hundred yards through the mud I began to question my own sanity. I didn’t even know how far I had left. It went on longer than I expected, the mud and the path. It had been so long since I’d gone this far I couldn’t remember it. I popped out on Monument Street and coasted to the river. I had severely underestimated how far of a trip I’d set for myself. I’d gone 16 miles and it was still early enough in the afternoon. That meant I’d hit 32 miles when I got home. I pulled out Sea for some cute Instagram pics, sat by a tree with a notebook and began to write my first blog.

On the way home, I had a choice. There was a break in the path and I knew I could skip the mud on my way home and save myself the struggle, but I kept going through the woods. Given the choice, I preferred the adventure.

Leave a comment